It was not so long ago
when I thought I'd never meet someone like you.
Wrong was I, thinking I'm in control
Believing I'd never fall.
All my life I thought no one would
melt a heart like mine, a heart so cold,
a heart hardened by the past,
protected by shields so vast.
Slowly I was falling
without even knowing.
Only to find out too late
I have no choice but to accept my fate.
I could dream, I suppose
forever, I could hope
there will never be any 'us', that's our destiny
so I wake up to reality.
I lied when I said
I didn't love you,
that my feelings for you
are through.
I lied
not because I wanted to
but because I love you
and I still do.
I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you
but I just have to let go.
I can't hold on much longer
'coz for us there's no forever.
Understand? :)))
Nothing i can do anymore...
LOVES,
niinii
niinii
Anyway i thought of uploading photos! Laziness KILLS me! :p hahas!
Maybe this coming saturday when i meet my BEST friends?
TAKE ALOT ALOT OF PHOTOS! *simply cam whoring* :p
BLAH!
Ends.....
{7:38 PM}
In a sudden, i was thinking in a blank...
What's LOVE mean to you?
I do a research on it.
WHAT'S LOVE?
Author: Dareen
Love is a thing shared by two
Love is what you feel for me and you
Love is precious when its shared
Love is danger when its dared
Love wanders and searches for the one
Love plays and just do it for fun
Love lets you hear love songs to emote
Love lets you make sweet poems & a quote
Love makes the world go around
Love makes us happy if the one we love
is finally found
Love turns the world upside down
Love cheers us never with a frown
Love makes you cry
Love sacrifices and says goodbye
Love has its own reason and time
Love can make someone you love "mine"
Love makes a person kiss
Love makes a person miss
Love is experienced by all
Love conquers when you fall.Girls, Do you ever realize, the one that always make you cry is the person who you really loves.Or even the one that you have been trusting and loves, hurt you more then the rest.
And people who loves you always feel the hurt you have.... and the one who ease your pain is the one you love but the one who clean up your hurt and tears is the one who love you.
But love is a complicated thing, am i not right?
The one you love always hurt you but the one who loves you always get hurt.
I was really thinking is let go a good thing? or holding is a good thing? Waiting for a person you love to change, is it possible?
If he change, isn't your love one not being himself?
So to you guys what's love?
I have been upset for quite long without knowing the reason....
But today when i sitting on the bed and looking into blank, was thinking is it love the one that making me upset?
Love can be really sweet and nice but can be really scary and ugly...
Anyway life's in RBS(ANZ) isn't really a good one.... Call and call but sales not coming in.. Maybe i am just lousy? or maybe just because i am demoralize and upset with the surrounding happening to me? but what really happen to me? I don't know.... Maybe i am just mentality drained...... or it happen long ago.....
Maybe because Best friends isn't by my side lending me shoulder to lie on and cry when usually i will have it. Maybe Best friends is no more Best friends as i did not maintain it.
I seriously do not know what to do, how to do & when can i know what's really went wrong...
I having been holding up my tears, do not know how to cry or what to cry about but i bet if there's someone hugging me tight and ask me are you ok? if you want to cry just cry it out all you can maybe i will...
Am i a good friend? Am i likeable to others? Why do i care so much what other thinks? Simply ignore? Putting a cover over myself and pretend i am really happy when i am not?
Maybe smile and happiness is the key to cure sadness and hurt :)))
LOVES,
niinii :)))))))))))))
{7:13 PM}
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LOVES :))))))
niinii :)
{11:37 PM}
HELLO :)))))))))))))))))))))) Hee!
Finally the lazy princess clean up the Spider Webbbbbby from her Bloggggggg! :pp *Gosh!*
Anyway WORK had really tied me down real hard! *Can't really catch any breathe*
Kimmy is leaving RBS, this really pain me... She have been like a Big sister guiding me along... Really... and when she comes to me, return my pen, i feel something is not right but don't want to think too much so just joke around but..... when she come with the names and numbers..... it really really shock me without any prepare... Stay on with my tears but yet tears still roll down and burst out in the toilet..
Letting Belinda aka Ah huii also haha seeing me burst out and say to me, i really have to cry out to feel better but i do not want Kimmy to see it and make her cry too :)) she have been really nice to me~ I am totally blank and just cry... Feel that no more her with us, some part of me feel gone and during roadshow on Friday, she tell me i have grown! haha! From 5 yrs old grown up to 6yrs old!
Hey is a great news to me, ok! haha Happy Birthday to this 19 yrs old Princess with a 6 YEARS OLD BRAIN! Instead of 5~ hee~
I miss Bao, Hui, Faye LOADS! What u can really do?
My heart is mess up and have been keeping there if i have to bring out to someone, this really gonna took me 1 days to pour out to my dearest friends :_(
. Mess up
. Blur
. Upset with loads of things
. Stress
. Cry
. Disappointment
. Complicated
. How it become this way?
. Why isn't like this?
. What should i do?
. What's going on?
. Things just hurling around me!
Without Kimmy, Bao, Hui and Faye, i can't pour any single thing or even i do not even have the time to really pour out to them............
My side who i really trust and will be with me most of the time is Stephen, Belinda and SQ but i don't know how to really pour out to them.. is feel really funny ok?
Anyway it will be keeping in my heart and i don't know how to put it in a way... I can't probably repeat my thinkings and stuff to ALL 7 People that is i feel comfortable with right?
There's still alot of friends from ITE, Volleyballs too so how or who should goes to? LOL
This is really funny hor...
Ok i am going out soon :pp
Psssst~!:
Ohhhh! Ivan one of my Team Manager, ASK ME WHEN AM I GOING TO PLAY VOLLEYBALL AGAIN! SHOCK ME OK! HAHA! But is really fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :P bleahs!
Uploadsss Photoss Soon! Let the photo do all the talking!
But i going out de and i am lazy!!!!! HAHA!
BYE!~
LOVES :)))))))))))
{1:54 PM}
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